Freeda! Journal

alhamdulillah..

2010-05-24T23:08:00.008+08:00

perjalanan hidup ku baru bermula..

"ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)

hayya nab'idil karaha (Let's avoid the hated and hatred)

syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)" - Yassin
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" sebesar rumah bermula dengan sekecil bata, boleh hilang dalam sekelip mata. ucaplah alhamdulillah bukannya sukar, kerna semana kaya atau besar

tetap Allahuakbar!!! - Malique

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"alhamdulillah atas kurniaan rezeki, moga tidak terleka dalam

perjalanan ini.." - Joe Flizzow

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"moga cahaya lailatul tak membutakan mataku.

semoga segala puji tak ku meninggi diri.
moga segala janji dapat juga ku penuhi.

moga dapatku hadapi tikaman dari belakang, lidah setajam pisau.

ku tidak akan risau dengan dugaan, cabaran sepanjang perjalanan" - Dali (Ahli Fiqir)

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perasaan.

2010-05-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

terlampau banyak perasaan di dalam dunia ni. happy, sad, confused, angry, scared and etc.

pernah terlintas tak dalam kepala otak kita ni, kalau kita takde perasaan, apa akan jadi kat kita?

jadi robot?

kadang-kadang best jugak jadi org yg takde perasaan. :)

kenapa...kenapa...

2010-05-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

kenapa selalu kalau hujan, fedral highway jem gila?

tension betul.

elok-elok selalu dari Jalan 222 (PJ) nak ke subang jaya, 10 minit.

jem punya pasal 10 minit + 25 minit baru sampai subang.

haihhhhh, mane la aku tak tension.

bile nak ade kete terbang ni??

already taken :)

2010-05-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

i really like dis song.. (",) goes out to my baby! :)

already taken by trey songz..

Every night up in the club

getting money with the thugs

starting out falling in love

Then there was you

And I don't want to be a player no more Every night in the club tricking with different girl thought id never fall in love

Then I met you

Girl you changed my mind

One look and just one touch

And I knew she was the girl for me like no other I had seen

They say that I'm tripping

But I know what I want

This girl here is different she

got something that they don't

She might be my lover

She makes me want no other

She don't care if I go to

the strip club ( Cuz she want to go to )

I never met a girl like you that makes me want to settle down They showin me they booty

( I'm already taken )

Theres a lot of girls up in this club ( But baby I'm taken ) When that girl don't groupie love ( I'm already taken )

And it's heart is made me but I know I can ( Baby I'm taken )

She the apple of my eye

Keep that body on time

I I I know I'm a player

But she might be misses right

Plus, that girl told me if I ever do wrong I can have all the money all the keys from that day on she still with me

She might be my lover

She makes me want no other

She don't care if I go to

the strip club ( Cuz she want to go to )

I never met a girl like you that makes me want to settle down They showin me they booty

( I'm already taken )

Theres a lot of girls up in this club ( But baby I'm taken ) When that girl don't groupie love ( I'm already taken )

And it's heart is made me but I know I can ( Baby I'm taken )( Baby I'm taken )

Every night up in the club

getting money with the thugs

starting out falling in love

Then there was you

And I don't want to be a player no more Every night in the club tricking with different girl thought id never fall in love

Then I met you

http://www.elyricsworld.com/already_taken_lyrics_trey_songz.html

Girl you changed my mind

So when they showin me that booty ( I'm already taken )

So hard to look the other way

( But baby I'm taken )

I don't wanna be a player

( I'm already taken )

No more, No more ( Baby I'm taken )

None of these chicks can't fuck with me baby

Aint none of these chicks can't fuck with my baby

Fuck with my baby ( Yup )

None of these chicks can't fuck with me baby

Fuck with my baby

Nooooooo

( I'm already taken )

I don't wanna be a player

( Baby I'm taken )

I just want to love my baby

( I'm already taken )

No more ( I'm already taken )

Yeah I'm already taken girl Yeah I'm already taken girl

bengkel

2010-05-15T15:02:00.001+08:00

kereta dah masuk bengkel. koyak poket aku. :'(

takpe la, as long bende tu dah okay. kan? :)

tapi tak tau bile bole ciap, sbb dorg tak bgtau pun.

hmm sabar je la yob...

melancong, duit dan ...

2010-05-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

nak pegi melancong la. air asia ada buat promo. tp mana ade duit time2 cmni. :'( aiseh.

lama tak pegi melancong. jalan-jalan. shopping. tgk pantai ke. mandi pantai ke. tgk sunset ke. tgk bandar bersejarah ke. huhuhu. my schedule is very tight. masa mmg takde skrg ni. sedih kan.

takpe, skrg ni aku rasa masa untuk buat duit. bkan masa utk main lagi. :)

anyway, esok nak antr kete ku ke bengkel. haihh, duit lg. tatau plk kne cas bape nie. knp kat dunia ni semua kne guna duit? kan best kalau pape pun tak yah gune duit. waaahhhh, best tu. haha.

kadang-kadang, aku terfikir, yang sebenarnya rezeki kita mmg dah di tetap kan, cuma kita tak tau bila dan aku rasa benda tu mmg kite kene kejar kalau kita nak sesuatu. :) bila kita dah dapat, jangan persia-siakannya. betul ke ayat aku ni? takpe, fahaman korang sendiri lah. alhamdulillah setakat ni, aku dah dapat ape yang aku nak, dan aku kene bekerja keras utk dapat kan yg lebih dan terbaik. insyallah.

lembap!

2010-05-13T20:41:00.004+08:00

im on the phone with my love. (",)

i am stress with p1 chatting tu. punya lah lembap! td kul 8.40, skrg dah kul bpe? knp la lmbt sgt kn? buat keje ke, tdo?

cos my love punya p1 dah active, tapi tak dpt signal kt kawasan die. pelik kn? p1 slow. ish.

walauweh

2010-05-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

adehh...sedihhh..sbb tak bole online kt bilik sendiri....

suis terbakar disbb kan kilat kot....jd, tak bole nak on plug...

pastu time nie jgk tetibe batt lappy pulak abis..haihhhh..mcm2!

:'(

tapi takpe, bkan nye 1 rumah punya plug tak bole pkai..heheh..

tp jenuh la nk gi bilik abg cas lappy pastu cas hp skali...adoyai...

sabtu bru org dtg repair....knp tak esk je die dtg?? cis....

td aku buat rhb internet banking...powee!

tak mcm certain bank lain...kne gi cucuk ATM card....pastu jap lg kne isi itu ini, masuk no hp bagai...pin code lg...

rhb, simple! :)

terrbaikkkkkkk....

billionaire...

2010-05-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

i like dis song......

lyrics die bessstttttt!!!

"can we pretend that airplanes, in the night sky, are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now..."

its a song by B.o.B, the one who sang nothing on u feat bruno mars?

tak tauuu? hahahaha...the best song ever...

but somehow on the other side..i really like bruno mars....terbaikk!!! sbb suara die cdp dlm acoustic...

tgk video nie.... :)

**but u have to tune up ur volume cos u cant hear the voice sgt bcos its acoustic.....

oh everytime i close my eyeeessss, i see my name in shining lighttttssst, yeahhhh, a different city every niteeee, ohhh iiiii, i swear the world better prepareeeeeee, for when im a BILLIONAIREEEEEEE...... :)

quick update

2010-05-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

da lame tak update blog ni...life, been busy..dont have much time like i used too...anyway, just a quick update...

*im happy :) cos i got what i wanted after waiting for so long.... =) =) =)

*my baby rossa is going for an interview at my place tmrw...harap2 die dapat...dpt keje same..yeayy :)

* still clueless about my work...

* getting much much much more healthier...hahaha...in a different way.. (which is getting fatter each day lahh kann)

* getting old..ofcos...

* lifelessss sgt sgt..lepak pun dah jarang2!

* busyy, ohh semestinyaaa...

* learn little bit by bit about life..which is actually a very damn hard to learn100% in dis task...

* i need a holidaaay...nk pi bercuti.... :'(

* nak carik hobi baru....

* skrg nie tak penah cukup tdo....

* hp dah rosak..... tekan no 6, terus keluar 3 nombor...4,5,6...gempak tak? pastu keypad no 2, lg gempak! tekan, terus exit! hahahhaa..sape ade hp lame2 yg tak gune tu....bg lah kat sy... =D

* bajet utk bulan nie, dgn bulan depan, dgn bulan 7, sgt tight bajet......tp tunggu utk bulan 8...muahaha.. :D :D

* gile suke kt travis MCcoy!! lgu billionaire tu sgt beshhh... feat bruno mars....

* letih...letihh...dan letihh...

saya nk berangkat.....

appythots.blogspot.com.....

aku rinduuu kauuuuu....

jumpe lg di hari akan dtg yee bloooog... ^_^

Tiada tajuk.

2009-11-11T05:31:00.002+08:00

skrg nie, aku menulis post gune fon. mls nk bkk laptop. so sgt lah limited utk buat esei. hehe.

arini mcm biase, mmg x bgun awal gi keje. tetap mcm biase, bgun kul 9.30am, gi keje kul 10am. itu adlh standard time aku. :D skrg nie pun da kul 5.30am, aku masih x tdo lg. cmne nie? risau plk aku x bgun keje kang. aduuhhh. x bule slh kn sape2. nie mmg slh ku. cecehh tetibe tacing plk. haha. q= D

skrg nie aku rse cm frens come n go. dah mmg go go x kembali da. tp tape, aku sedar aku ade kwn utk sng dan susah b'same! (",) i miss my school frens plk tetibe. nk lepak dgn dorg. rindu. :(

ok lah, aku mau tdo. suda ngantuk! berrgghhh.

Crapping Time

2009-11-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

it's 11.30pm olredi. blk rumah kul 9 but til now, tak mandi lagi. cmne nie? haha. q= D jap lg mandi lah. hmm, i don't know why but lately i'm into caprice. the song dat he produce is awsome! serius shit awsome. the best. eh, lebih-lebih pulak. hehe. anyway, i'm into dis song. its him feat annatasha. the song called, thinking of you. been playing dis song 24/7. dengar lah! at the end of the post, nnt i put up the vid ok? (",) kalau korg nak tau, aku da tatau ape nak tulis. tapi, i feel like writing. adeesss. sedih btul.

haa, aku da tau nak ckp psl ape. psl keje! muahaha. nak bace, bace. takmo bace, tape. :D anyway, today files sangat banyak. yang lepas punya pun aku tak cover-cover lagi. macam mane nie? sedangkan hari ni punya file pun aku byk tinggal. perlu ke aku datang awal esok? hmm, tengok la. kalau bagun awal, gerak awal. kalau tidak, gerak kul 10am. hehe. (",) yupe yupe, keje aku start @ 10.30am. best tak? best kannn. kan..kan!? tapi abis keje kul 7.30pm. lewat skit la. huuuu. matahari tak depat melihat kuuu.

lately aku rase sunyi lah. ehh, tuka topic plak. haha. q= D tapi..yupe, btul. lately rase sunyi. aku rase dapat kire bape sms yang masuk per day. ye lah, dah single. sape yang aku nak text? japgi kalau fon aku berbunyi banyak-banyak kali, makna-nya aku text dengan antu la tu. hahaha. kawan-kawan pun ada hal masing-masing. takkan nak kacau privacy dorg plk? yaaa itu lahh die kekurangan kalau kita tak in relationship, rase sunyi sepi je. tapi takpe, best actuali kalau tak in relationship, duit tade la habis banyak. mostly spend untuk diri aku sorang je. haha. best best. ya allah. mata duitan btul aku nie. -.-"

okie lah, lagi lame aku kat cni, lagi banyak aku merepek sorg-sorg. aritee! ini dia lagu caprice feat annatasha, thinking of you. (",) enjoyyyyy.

habis menulis blog pada jam 11.51pm. okehhh. need to go to shower. bebyeeeeeee!

Im Ok

2009-11-06T02:37:00.002+08:00

dah lame tak update pasal life dalam blog ni. rindu pun ada jugak. time dulu-dulu, tak keje. memang ashik meng-update blog je. tapi sekaranng, haraaam. haha. q= D biase la, orang dah keje. mase pun tade. bile keluar gi keje, nampak lagi matahari. bila balik, memang susah nak nampak matahari. nak buat macam mane? mencari rezeki. hehe. bila sampai time malam, melepak sampai ke subuh. memang tade mase la nak update kaan. tapi, malam ni, rase nak update. apa laaaagiiiii. bace la coretan hidup ku ini. haha. tu pun kalau ade orang nak bace.

hmmm, macam tak sangka pulak. tup tap tup tap, dah setahun aku keje kat astro ni. rase macam cepat je masa berlalu. bole tak kalau nak undur balik masa tu? tape la, dah tau jawapan nya. memang tak bole. adeeesss. for the past year, banyak bende jadi. i meet alot of new people, i've been in and out of relationship dan mostly saya belajar banyak tentang hidup. betuuul, tak tipu. hehe. tapi kaan, yang paling bessttt sekali. berat badan ah weih. seblum masuk astro, berat badan 60. pastu, naik 75kg siut! sume dah cakap aku gemuk. tensi tensi. tapi sekarang dah turun balik, 70 :) kalau nak dapat 60. susah skit laa kut. tapi, aku tetap akan berusaha. hehe.

pasal relationship, aku rasa aku nak jadi bujang sementara. tak nak attach to any relationship. aku bahagia dengan kawan-kawan sekarang. bestttt! memang superb! dalam mase setahun nie, aku ended relationship yang dah kami built selama hampir 2 tahun. tapi, takpe. still araite. hehe :) kami masih berkawan sehingga sekarang. ayat sangat tak bole bla kan? haha. anyway, selepas broke up, aku jumpa yang baru. tapi tak lame, 3 bulan je kut. maybe i was not ready to build any relationship that time. memang salah aku. tapi, aku tak nak hurt sape-sape. so better let go orang tu daripada kita attach lama-lama. betul tak? (",) alamaaak, tetibe pulak kelua lagu hoobastank, the reason. cam gampang! hahah. q= D

pasal family, sekarang aku jarang bersama family tercinta. mane tak nya, bangun pagi, balik malam, lepak kejap dengan family, pastu keluar balik dengan kawan. kalau tak lepak dengan kawan, aku duduk sorang-sorang dalam bilik. layan net. teruk betul aku nie. aduiii. rasa sangat bersalah wei. dulu keje kat tempat lama kan, aku banyak berborak dengan dorang. sekarang, jarang sangat. mungkin lepas ni, aku patut spend time dengan dorang lebih. tatau la, aku rasa macam sekarang aku lebih banyak buat hal sendiri. aku rasa aku tak nak beban kan dorang dengan masalah aku. tak kire la dari segi fizikal, mental, ataupun financial. cukup-cukup la dorang dah sara aku selama 20 tahun. kalau bole sekarang aku rasa nak sara dorang, tapi gaji tak mencukupi untuk sara sepenuhnya. :(

pasal keje, macam tu la. saya tak bole comment banyak. tapi sekarang ni, aku bersyukur dengan apa aku ade. cukup makan, cukup untuk sara diri aku, yang penting cukup untuk enjoy. hehe. alaaaa, enjoy bukan gi party ke, gi clubbing ke, tapi enjoy melepak kat mamak, minum air bergelas-gelas sampai ke subuh. :) itu barulah hidup enjoyyy. hidup ber-party ni, dah tade, dah hilang mood untuk sume bende tu. dah bosan dengan bende tu dan saya tak nak membazir duit untuk bende yang bukan-bukan. hehe. saya dah jadi budak baik. :) betuuul.. tapi duit untuk ber-shopping, memang tak cukup. dah bape bulan ni aku tak beli t-shirt. toloonggg lahhh sponserrrr. :D

pasal kawan-kawan, aku jumpa ramai kawan baru. kadang-kadang aku thankful sangat sebab aku keje kat tempat baru ni. ramai kawan yang bole happy sama-sama dan bole sedih sama-sama. walaupun, kami banyak bergurau, banyak beborak kosong, tapi kadang-kadang dorang ni bole membantu aku dari segi mentally. dorang buat aku sedar tentang banyak bende. terlampau banyak sangat.

sekarang hidup aku okay di samping keluarga dan kawan-kawan. ramai orang cakap, aku masih muda, banyak lagi aku kene belajar. tapi, apa pun dugaan dan ujian yang tuhan berikan, aku akan hadapi bende tu dengan tabah. insyallah.

sampai di sini sahaja lah warkah untuk freeda's diary! saya lapar, nak masak nugget :) sekian.

1 Malaysia.

2009-10-27T03:08:00.009+08:00

saya nak travel mcm gaya backpackers la. sape nk ikut? haha. tp tggu 2 tahun dr skrg lah!

saya x nk gi jauh2. Malaysia pun x hbs jln lgi.

ohhhh, i wishhh! tp klu bule, i want to aim, be4 umur 28 tahun, aku nak travel 1 Malaysia. tp klu dpt 2 tahun dr skrg pun, best jgkk. (",) so, mula dr skrg, kne la belajar geografi. which is the subject yg paling tidak ku gemari. hahaha q= D

in life i want to do more. i want to try new things. the only one thing that stopping me is 'bajet'. my brother organize alot of outdoor activities. i only had the chance to do outdoor activities with them, which is water rafting & caving only once but dat was like a few months back. it was worth spending my money for. :)

if u interested to have a good time doing outdoor activites (paint ball, caving, water rafting, hiking, etc) http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=96344705850&ref=ts. dis is a group in facebook. if they haf new activities, u instantly will get an invitation once u join the group. (hint hint - and if u mention my name, u proally can get discount ;) hehehe. ohh u wish! aku pun x dpt diskaun.) but the price is kinda okie lah. ade certain2 activity murah jgk lahh bule bajet jgk lahh. lahh.. lahhh..

and dis is their official website. http://stryderbuddyz.com/

korg bule berseronok di ulu2 mane entah, dah jauhhhhh drpd kesibukan bandar!

anyway, sy sgt jeles dkt abg sy sbb end of dis year, die nk gi singapore. siap ajak2 lg. mmg nak gile ikut wehh! tapi,, pasport pun takdak. adushhhh..

okie, tahun 2017! satu malaysia yaa frida :D

Kehidupan

2009-10-22T22:36:00.005+08:00

there's nothin much to update.

i'm addicted to janice and sonia.

also addicted to gabe. :)

i really need 12 hours of sleep or more.

can't wait for friday.

i'm broke.

The Women

2009-10-17T20:21:00.001+08:00

best. dpt tgk td! :D

there she goes

2009-10-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

There she goes with the pieces from my heart
There she goes and now my teardrops start
And `ere I go once again
Tru deese loonely `eartaches and pain
That`s all remain all remain
Now I know love is a guessin` game
She goes with the pieces from my heart
There she goes and now my teardrops start
Who`s gonna put back the pieces to my broken heart
Once again once again now I know this could be the end
And she gone with the pieces of my heart
There she goes and now my teardrops start
And here I go once again
Tru deese loonely `eartaches and pains
That`s all remain
Now I know this could be the end
She goes wid de pieces from my `eart
There she goes and now my teardrops start

Kawan.

2009-10-13T04:01:00.004+08:00

rase cm bdak2 plk klu ade crush kt org kn. hehe.

evntho mmg rse x smpi ke mne, just havin fun wit dat person n my frens is all i need.

kwn byk menolong. kwn tu penting. dr sng ke susah.

susah nk cari kwn mcm tu.

keje mmg tensi, penat, bosan, tp kadang2 ade kwn,

it's not so bad.

kawan, sesuatu yg indah. :)

Te amo makano!

2009-10-11T23:48:00.002+08:00

lastest addicition.

the beat is very the gangsta but sound so gentle. :)

nak belajar bahasa spanish lah!

Bobby V

2009-10-06T22:31:00.005+08:00

i adore him.

his voice. his music. his beat N his lyric.

but dis is my old time favorite! (",)

Dear god..

2009-10-06T02:19:00.002+08:00

dear god,

please give me strength and help me to be strong to go thru dis life.

farida, take it slow.

farida, look up! u still have a long way to go.

farida, jgn fikir backwards.

farida, u have to do thing rationally.

farida, u haf to accept the fact tht this happen to u for a reason!

words dat come from an old fren of mine.

sometime, reading the msgs dat she gave me, it really helps.

Life Lesson - are u going to finish strong?

2009-09-30T23:53:00.004+08:00

"i will try 100 times to get up n if i fail 100 times, if i fail n i give up, do u think that i'm able to get up? no. but if i fail, i'll try again n again n again but i just want u to know it's not the end. it matters how u gonna finish, are u gonna finish strong?"

Work starts tmrw!

2009-09-27T23:56:00.001+08:00

it's a new day, new week, fresh, new goal =)

Advise from Ms Ummi Kalthum

2009-09-25T01:12:00.005+08:00

"So i do believe now gurl, that god will only test u n give u cabaran yang Dia tahu u boleh tanggung.. Dia bagi u cabaran coz His eyes r on you, not anyone else yang Dia tak peduli.. Dia bagi u cabaran sbb nak tgk, kuat tak..u minta tolong Dia tak, u ingat Dia tak, u ikut kata Dia or tak.. Dia kata work hard to improve yr own star.. if u do, u ikut kata Dia, u redha dgn the fact that no pain no gain.. Allah will give u present that u wish for, sometimes even bigger.

Its not up to us to ask when, but its up to us to play out part which is to make use the best of what we have. If we want more, work towards it dgn jln betul.. itu janji tuhan, so bila dah tahu that fact, dont fight the system! if u fight the system, meaning kita yang gila, sbb allah dah janji certain rule, if u disobey it will never work! so dont we be stupid enuff to listen to the devil wen devil says, alah relax lah, mana tahu nanti ada miracle ker? dont listen to that devil in yr heart. use yr head be rasional, pahit or malas cam na pun - telan! sbb tuhan dah janji, wen u do yr part, it will work! "

i still kept her e-mails that was sent to me 2 years ago. whenever i feel down, whenever i feel alot of pressure, alot of problem, i'll read thru her e-mails. she is one of my lecturer that really inspire me n really help me alot just by words. thanks ms ummi. :)

stress terlampau!

2009-09-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

stress terlampau! hanya lagu2 dpt menenangkn jiwa ini.

RUN!

2009-09-23T23:57:00.005+08:00

hari-hari makin tension. i wish i can go back to my old life. time kecik-kecik. x payah susah payah fikir psl bende lain kecuali, makan, tgk tv N tdo. mmg confirm x ade pape masalah.

sometimes, i feel good running. that's the only way i can feel the nature N come back to my senses N actually feel good about myself. all the positive thinking is around me, the good aura N the good vibe, and just having the freedom to run as fast as u can.

to release tension from works, studies or life, i suggest ppl around the world to get out there N run N feel heathty. u'll feel the greatness from there. from running.

When I'm bored...

2009-09-21T23:47:00.005+08:00

pd hari raya ke-dua yg membosankan, inilah yg saya buat.....

disbbkan malas nk buat puzzle yg saya beli 1 tahun lepas, akibat nya? saya tampal puzzle yg tidak bule lg disusun ke dinding bilik saya. :)

bunga yang budak tadika pun bule lukis. :)

tgk! ade nama saya... :)

kesimpulan, buat lah sesuatu untk entertain diri anda pabila anda bosan.

She's great.

2009-09-21T14:41:00.004+08:00

whenever i feel stress, whenever i feel i want to give up hope in life, i'll listen to her music.

especially the song call Sayang N Strong Again. that one is the best.

here is like a music box, u should try to listen to her music. :)

she is the great, Mia Palencia.

Tiada Motif

2009-09-21T00:07:00.007+08:00

went for a job hunting on the internet just now, none of em is good. so i filled up an application for PJJ (pendidikan jarak jauh) at uitm. intake this dec 09. not sure if im ready or not. first choice public administration and second business studies. after filling up the form, later i realise that we have to send the application by post. haih, -.-"

mcm malas nk send by post. knp la menyusahkan org je utk send via post? knp x buat online application? -.-"

ade x tmpt lain utk buat PJJ?

hmm, dah tua baru nk sambung studi. zzzzzz.

life pd 20 tahun, busy dgn kerja. life pd 20 tahun, stress ttg masa dpn. life pd 20 tahun, mcm life 25 tahun!

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

bulan ramadhan berlalu, tiba masa utk bulan syawal.

utk semua yang menyambut perayaan setahun hanya sekali ini, saya mengucapkan..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!

7:40AM

2009-09-19T07:39:00.000+08:00

masih lg menonton blogger boy @ 8tv.com.my.

dari eps 9 - 13 :)

Hari Terakhir.

2009-09-19T05:36:00.004+08:00

missing ramadhan already.

Seronok.

2009-09-18T22:47:00.003+08:00

best gile bile dpt cuti seminggu. dpt lepak kat rumah x yah fikir psl keje. cayalah.

kawan upload old picture time kat sekolah dulu dlm facebook. suddenly rindu sgt.

tommorow last day utk berpuasa,

Selamat Hari Raya kawan-kawan.

Blogger Boy

2009-09-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

I'm officially into Blogger Boy @ 8tv.com.my. (",)

I know, cite tu dah lame gila tayang di 8tv buttt, x de mase nk tgk. So dat's y 8tv buat Catch Up tv. Thanks 8tv! Heehhee..

Now, since dah bule tgk kat bilik, apaaa lagiiii.. q= D

Tapi kelemahan dia, streaming sgt lambat. :(

I mcm bole buffer, then gi lepak kat bawah tgk tv lagie..

Tolooonnggggg :( :(

Kedai Kopi.

2009-09-11T18:15:00.003+08:00

"Masing-masing ada masalah sendiri,

Masalah dunia masalah peribadi,

Luahkan jangan simpan dalam hati,

Boleh cerita di kedai kopi."

Malique feat Salam, Cerita Kedai Kopi.

There's too many problem in my life rite now and I don't tend to find more. Lagi2 kedai kopi pun takdak. :(

I'm just gonna keep it like Bob Marley style,

"Don't worry about a thing,

'Cause every little thing gonna be all right"

Uncertain Part 2.

2009-09-10T13:17:00.002+08:00

1) Baru balik dari Interview.

2) Lampu masih belum di baiki.

3) Orang yang datang untuk Interview sangat hebat-hebat. (Majority semua ada Diploma, yang tengah buat Part-time Degree pun ada)

4) Saya orang paling muda. (Tak tau la ini good thing or bad thing)

5) Dua orang yang Interview saya tu, mereka akan btau jawapan dalam masa 1 bulan.

6) Saya takut, saya masih terfikir apa jawapan mereka dan apa mereka fikir pasal saya.

Semua bende tu tak tau lagi kesudahan dia. :(

Pasal lampu tu, nanti la saya buat. :(

Uncertain.

2009-09-09T20:45:00.004+08:00

UNCERTAIN.

Life is very uncertain.

Like, your room light died on u bcos the fuse broke.

Like, you got a brand new laptop. :) and,

Like, you got a call for an interview from a big company.

Well yes, my room is dark, and im typing from a very dark room. The only light can help me is from the outside light. Which, still, i cannot see the key on my brand new laptop. :)

FaridaNadzira new PET :) 9th September 2009 my baby was born. :) (09.09.09)

And on last monday, while I'm at my fren's house, I received a phone call from a KL number. When I picked it up, it was from TM. They asked me to go for an interview at Shah Alam. Tmrw, 10th September 2009 @ 9am I'm going for an interview. Please pray for me you guys. :)

Life can be uncertain. If you really want something. Keep on going, keep on working hard until you archive what you want. Nobody will ask you to stop going unless you want to stop it your self.

Anyway, my room is still dark, and I need to fix dat. Which I will do it tmrw. Hehe q= D

Writing from a phone.

2009-09-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

Tonite, i feel like writing from my phone. There's nothin to talk about actually. Im having a major problem, which is work dat i dont really know how to describe. But anyhow, this raya, saya cuti satu minggu. Haha! One week, bole berehat dgn ketupat, lemang, rendang, kuah kacang. Mmmm, tak sabar la. Hehe. But what im excited is, raya with my family, n with my new born baby boy haris. Mama cakap nak buat die baju melayu. Mesti comel! (",) haish, raya lambat lagi, tapi da cakap pasal raya. Hehe. Tak logic betul. Anyway, today post pun same macam previous post. Tak ada motif. Im off to sleep. Good nite semua.

Kadang-Kadang.

2009-09-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

Sometime, pernah tak korang rasa macam nak duduk rumah all-day-long?

Macam, tak perlu buat pape. Bangun tidur, tengok tv, makan, tengok tv pastu tidur. Oh, best nye.

I'm 20 y/o. Not studying, but working. Kadang-kadang, korang akan rasa macam beban bila dah pergi ke alam kerja. Duit kene pandai-pandai bajet. Time kene pandai-pandai adjust untuk family & couple korang.

Sekarang pasal kerja pun, rase macam dah penat nak kerja. Macam nak resign pun ada. Tapi mama cakap, "Kerja je. Bukan nye buat pape pun kalau duduk rumah. Bosan je. Lagipun adik muda lagi." Bila mama cakap macam tu, kadang-kadang vibe perasaan malas nak kerja hilang.

Kadang-kadang bile kawan-kawan couple saya tanya, "Kau buat apa?". Aku rasa segan nak cakap aku berkerja. Cause of my young age, sepatutnya saya belajar bukan kerja. Tapi nak buat macam mane? Otak tak pandai. Jadi kerja je la yang bole saya buat.

Right after habis SPM on year 2006. Aku chill lebih, masuk college, drop out, pastu chill lebih lagi. Aisehmen, best nye kalau bole buat mcm tu lagi. Pastu, my mum suruh pegi interview kat satu office ni. Dapat kerja dekat sane. Roughly time tu year 2008. Ever since, my life is about work. Work, work, work.

Actually, kerja ni best. Dapat duit, bole spend untuk diri sendiri. Tapi kalau fikir balik nak study, macam rase da malas. Sebab nanti tak ada sape nak bagi duit. Bulan-bulan, barang yang kita nak beli pun tak dapat kalau kita tak kerja. Tapi sape yang tengah study tu, jangan bazir peluang tu. Study tu lebih elok untuk masa depan yang cerah.

Kadang-kadang aku terasa jugak nak sambung study sebab macam rasa dah malas nak keje. Tapi, aku rase otak aku dah tak bole nak study. Mesti otak lembab nak pick up. Asgnmt lagi. adoyyyy, tak ke menyusahkan diri tu. Lagi-lagi umur dah 20. Hmmm, macam dah tua sgt je. Kawan-kawan batch aku time kat MIIM dulu semua dah nak habis buat diploma. Takkan aku baru terhegeh-hegeh nak buat diploma? Haish. Tak tau la.

Life is full of question. Dan Post ini sangat tak ada motif.

Okeh, Sekian.

HOT! BOTH OF THEM!

2009-07-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Next Hit.

2009-06-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

i was playing my laptop dpn tv.

kelua la video clip kat mtv, best!

i waited til' the end, and it was a song from a singer name Zee Avi.

i loooove her voicee!!!

title of the song yg i tgk tuuu - bitter heart. (Recommended to listen)

But the one i actually like, is dis one :)

Gile cool lagu ni. ahha! q= D Enjoyy....

Chilling.

2009-06-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

Im laying on my bed, wit my dad's lappy.

Listening to Rick Dees (At rick.com).

Tggu my saayang to on9 (Y! M).

Tp x tau die pegi mana.

Td chill. Dgn my saayang.

SANGAT GEMBIRA! q= D

Kte tgk wyg, kat signiture.

Kte dinner, char kueh tiow kat Kerinchi. :D

Skrg dah 11.37PM, die x on9 lg. Adehhh.

11.38PM.

11.39PM

11.40PM

Ok, stop couting minutes farida.

Jap, lemme col si dia!

Diaaa tidurrr. Current mood, angryyyy. Grrrrr. =<

Okeh, malam everyone!

Nokia N-97

2009-06-14T14:47:00.004+08:00

I ammmmmmm soooooooo intoooo the latest mobile phone from Nokia.

Fuhhhhhh!!!!

Cair i tgk the phoneeee... Huwarghhhhhh =(

Anyoone? Siapa nk beli kan utk I? q= D

Muraaaah jee. RM2480! q= D q= D

Can't Wait....

2009-06-04T23:51:00.005+08:00

I can't wait until dis Saturday.

I'll be out of town until Sunday. :) Yay!!

Going out to explore the world and see beautiful things dat god has created.

I'm signing out!

Peace everybodyyy

Keretaa!

2009-06-03T21:27:00.004+08:00

Case # 1.

Kete ada masalah. Bila lepas Hand Break, lambang Hand Break kat meter masih menyala. Dah dekat 5 hari jugak!

Perbualan.

Tadi time balik keje, otw pegi kete (ktorg park sgt jauh) dgn kwn2, saya pun bertanya lah kepada mereka....

" kenapa kete aku lambang hand break masih nyala, even dah lepas hand break uh? "

" laaa... " (itu lah jawapan mereka) sambungan.. "tu break oil kau habis la tu..."

Penyelesaian.

With some extra oil break dlm kete yan. (dot 3 punya brand tu. Hehe) Mereka pun tuang oil tu ke dlm tmpt yg betul.

Yes!! Kawan saya penyelamat!

Kesimpulan.

Selalu lah belek2 kete anda oke! Jangan jadi mcm saya, tmpt break oil pun tak tau dekat mane. Tapi skrg dah tau! Hehe..

Kesimpulan # 2

Friend's is always there when u need them. :)

Thanks beb!

When...

2009-06-02T21:42:00.001+08:00

When I am actually getting used with the environment at my work place,

They had to change my place!

Haiihh.. q=, (

Disapointed.

2009-06-02T00:11:00.002+08:00

I tatau nak ckp ape. By the title of my post pun, dah dpt tau.

If still tak tau, pegi google apa meaning disapointed. (-.-")

Still no news until now. Dorang tak bole buat mcm ni!

I declare a WAR!

Esok!

2009-05-31T23:48:00.003+08:00

Yeap, esok isnin. q= D

Doa kan lah untuk kejayaan aku pada esok hari. Amin.

I'll update u tmrw.

Tapi yang bermain dlm fikiran aku, mesti ada berita buruk punya!

Sigh. (>.<)

Lagu ini memberi semangat!! YEAH!!

Q and A

2009-05-30T00:47:00.006+08:00

Mari kita berbincang ttg masalah negara Farida Nadzira....

Q - Awk suka kerja awk?

A - Suka!

Q - Betul ke?

A - Betuuuul. Tak tipu.

Q - Ye ke?

A - Iyeeeee!

Q - Hmmm.. Tak percaya la!

A - Ok, lantak awk lah.

Q - (-.-")

A - q= D

-----------------------------------------------------------

Ok lah, cut the crap. I bosan sebenarnya. Hahaha.

Actually me n my colleague were wondering, apa akan jadi dkat kita? Our contract actually officially ended today. So didn't received any news about our contract from both management.

SOOOO, have to,

Wait, wait.. wait,,, waitt... waittt, waiitt... waittt, waittt... waittt.. (okay dah penat taip sebenarnya, ok last one) waitt, waittt somemore.

Q - Adakah awk sedih?

A - Ya! Amat!

I love my job, it's exciting. Penuh cabaran. wtf. haha

Jadi, saya akan tunggu kata putus pada hari isnin nanti.

Hopefully, it's a friggin friggin good news.. Pray for me! :)

Sebelum itu, marilah dengar lagu yg besh ini! :)

Lagu ini sangat cool at first time i dengar laaahh.

Die mcm da - da - da - daaa. Coool! :)

Runtuh

2009-05-28T22:20:00.004+08:00

yep, Jaya Supermarket di seksyen 14, PJ.. runtuh! :(

I dig dis song.!

2009-05-23T19:22:00.002+08:00

Best kan? :)

Even I don't quite rily understand some of the lyrics, but the beat isss seriously awsomeeeee..!!

SPA

2009-05-23T14:21:00.002+08:00

Yes, SPA. No no, not dat kind of relexing chilling day at a spa.

SPA is actually stands for Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam. ;B

I received a letter today, kunon2 nya igt pegi panggil utk interview. But, truly disapointed when I found out, itu hanya utk pengesahan sahaja. Sob, sob!

Stress..

2009-05-21T22:51:00.005+08:00

Dis picture actually makes me calm.

Dis song actually makes me calm.

I've been stress lately, struggling wit work and having problem with relationship. It's hard. Eveything is so hard. :(

The Coolest.!

2009-05-18T20:53:00.006+08:00

Dis is actually a song dat I heard today on the radio when I was driving back from work, then I immediately fall in love with dis song. :))

I dedicate dis song to people out there who is in love, to BFF, to whoever is enjoying love with their family or frens. Enjoyyy..!

If You Leave...

2009-05-18T08:56:00.001+08:00

BOom Yaada!

2009-05-17T18:01:00.003+08:00

I'm pushing myself to the highest limit to get tired, just to forget about someting. Is dat bad? :(

Kelip-Kelip.

2009-05-17T16:55:00.005+08:00

There is prolly a gaziallion things i should update in appythots.blogspot.com, but since there is tooo much to update, we go slow, one by one. :)

Have u ever been to Kuala Selangor? Which there's a famous place called Kampung Kuantan, where u can see a million of fireflies. u can see this site for more information. http://www.journeymalaysia.com/MR_kampungkuantan.htm

And yes, I went there yesterday. OMG! It is truly amazing! Fireflies actually don't fly that much, cos at nite they only go out to eat their food. Their food is, Pokok Bakau punya getah! :) , and it is sweet (manisan) for them. Soo, u can only see them on the branch of pokok bakau. It's a thing to do cos it's really makes u calm. Dah la naik sampan, no enjin (takde la bunyi bising), the breeze. ohh u get wat I'm tryin to say kan? So peacefull. Every inch of your problem, gone by the wind. Hehe.

It is not that far lahh to go to kuala selangor. If you're from Subang, you'll be reaching there most prolly, ruffly an hour. Soo, if you got no plan next weekend, go there. Seriously, it's fun. Tapi jgn nak romantic sgt lahh, nnt kene ketuk dgn pendayung sampan tu. HAha.

Pictures? Ada.! tapi tu lah, computer sedang gila and cannot connect the camera's USB to computer. Dunno why lahh. Aishh!

Tapi, if you plan to go there, singgah kejap dekat Bukit Melawati. You can see a nice view from up there. And you seriously can see Selat Melaka. Ohhh, it is so peacefull. Again. :) It is actually a historical place, but due to the late arrival of us, we are unable to go into the muzium. :B and there is alot of monkeys up there, u can feed them. take picture with them (if you want to). best! ;B

Ok lahh, itu sahaja cerita saya. Kalau sesiapa nak pegi tgk kelip-kelip, ajak lah sy. Hehe.

Sekian...

Haha. Watch this!

2009-05-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

Beri Cinta Waktu

2009-05-09T22:49:00.008+08:00

Maliq n d'Essential, mereka cool.. (",)

The Freedom Writers Diary

2009-03-15T21:37:00.010+08:00

Just wanna share with all my blog readers that, The Freedom Writers Diary is really fun to watch. Sangat memberi semangat. I have the chance to catched the movie again yesterday midnite at 12am until 3am at HBO.

It's a movie starring Hilary Swank, she did a really good job in the movie, two thumbs up!

This is actually a true story. Long story short, the story is about a techer who wants to educate her students. Which the students is mostly a gang member, from black to white to asian and to latinos. In the class, they even sit with their "type" only. So yeah, if you want to know, what Hilary actually teach her students to got the chance to get into college and and if you really into true story kidna movie, go watch this movie, catch it on Astro, HBO. It's a great movie and honestly I did cried abit :P

Mario is in the movie jugak!

Yes! Yang nyanyi lagu Let me love you tuuu. Hehe. Okay, diam.

Well end of the Freedom Writers Story. Penutup Karangan, pegi lah tengok okay!

Arghhhhh, esok kerjaaaaa. Bosaaannnn nyaaaa. UHH!

Okay lah, sampai di sini sahaja. Nak tidur, esok tak bangun pulak nak pegi kiriiijaaa! Selamat Malam Semuaaaa!

Im Back! :)

2009-03-15T17:15:00.006+08:00

Look to my previous post,

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Haha! No kidding. It's now Sunday, March 15, 2009. It's been awhile juga kan?

I thot I forgot my password, but just my luck. I did not. :D

Let me update,

First, I gain weight over these past years,
Second, I work at a diff company, diff place & diff line,
Third, I don't really haf time to online that much cos I am kinda busy,
Fourth, I don't know how to edit my blogspot anymore!

HELPPPPP......!!

Haaaapiiiie

2007-09-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

This post may seem abit disgusting. So, if you don't wish to continue.. Close your screen now! Hehehehe.. Okay, so we berbuka puasa at Pizza Hut today and this what we manage to do after we are all full. It was kidna stupid, but yeah we were full and got nothing better to do so we create a master piece from the pizza hut itself..

The combo was, everything you can see on the table and the add-ons. So if you are a regular at the pizza hut, you'll know.

This is after we just gaul the ingredient and everthing.. So each of us have to taste it eventho its a pinch

NOT! Hahahah..I have no idea who on earth would taste that! :S

Anyway, I am sooo happpiiii that I can go out and berbuka puasa with my friends aka my babe(s)! Ehhe! q= D but alicia was missing in action tho..

(Me, Lana, Ezzah, Niena & Phara)

At the end we was satisfied because we order the anniversary set number 6 kot. 1 large pizza, 1 medium pizza, 2jug pepsi, 6 bowl of soup, 8bread sticks for only rm59.69 kot. So each of us contribute rm12 per person. Kire okay la tu kan? There was still a bowl of soup and a slice of pizza that we abandoned and almost a jug half full of pepsi that we can't really drink anymore.

Pretty Ricky

2007-09-20T00:26:00.001+08:00

I wrote a really long post just now expressing how mad am I at a certain person and I decided to delete the whole thing cause I don't think it is nessecary to let others know ~~how ~~fucking~~ mad I am at that certain person~~ what I feel and I really don't want to hurt her feelings after she's done reading with that post. Well apparently, she wont be reading anything cause I took out that post.

Anyway this song really get me all together eventho it's about sex (which have nothing to do with my previous post that I deleted) but I love this song and listening to it makes me calm. Hope it do the same to you too! :)

Kenny's?

2007-09-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

I think this is the dude (in the video) from DanceLife, Kenny Wormald but I'm not entirely sure. Anyway, I found this choreography at YouTube.com. It is very interesting because the beat and the chereo just match all together.

I must admit, I do enjoy dancing but this is our fasting month and I can't really do any dancing anymore! Well, I can but just on monday and wednesday. 2times a week is not enough!

That's Rude

2007-09-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

I was flipping thru a local newspaper today. Why am I reading a newspaper? I'm not actually reading it. Like I said, flipping thru. Heehe

But anyway, this what attracts me..

Not the whole thing la kan.. But this!

(Click for a larger picture and read the review about Rihanna)

"Although I'm not really a fan of Rihanna's, I must admit that she looks pretty good here. The brightly coloured dress sets off her skin tone perfectly and she just glows."

"Although I'm not really a fan of Rihanna's, yada yada yada.." really strikes me.

How can a reviewer said like that in a review? Okay, if you don't like her, don't say u don't like her, just say about the dress or what not. This is actually the first time I read a review like this! That is so unprofessional maan.

I'm not trying to defend rihanna, but the words is just rude laa!

Anyway, I like her new song that features Ne-Yo! ;-D Click to play

Look At Them :D

2007-09-14T16:47:00.000+08:00

I didn't realise what were they looking at and I didn't realise that they were looking at something when I took this picture..

We were actually on a tiny car (not really tiny but it's a car that picks up people that park their car far away from the main door) cause we park our car far away from the door.

I still have no idea what were they looking at. Alicia, shocked and farah is just smiling. Hmmm?

Britney's Fan?

2007-09-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

Did you saw the queer dude on CNN last night talking about britney? How ~~the fuck~~ on earth did this video got on CNN?

I used to love her back then and she was really awsome! But the awsome-ness now has gone from her..

Have you guy's seen this? Britney's VMA disaster. It's a review on CNN about her performance that night (you guys should really check that out) and this one is from her performance that night on the VMAs..

Her comeback at that VMA was really a disaster. She should be more energetic like she used too! She can't even lipsync at the end of the performance and she wasn't moving that much. I want the old britney. Where is she?

No Boys Allowed

2007-09-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

Did you read my First Time post? You have to read those before you read this

Well basically I knew it,
guys are such a ~~fucking~~ idiots!

Thank god it was only a one date thing you know?
Why do I always getting end up with those kidna guy..

That is why I'm tired of guys!
Because there are:-

A LIAR!
A PLAYER!
A CHEATER!

Soo.. At this time being,

And my mood is set back to normal..

I am hungry! Heehe

Well, I'm going to be awaaay from guys for this time being cause they are just pathetic! ;)

Changes

2007-09-13T01:27:00.001+08:00

If you guys haven't noticed, I've change my layout from dull white to brown vintage kidna layout! Heehe.. And if you just noticed it by reading this post, that means you are not so much of a reader to my blog huh?

My baby was born on the 5may07 and today it's 13september07 and if i'm not mistaken, I haven't change my layout for about 5months! And somehow I decided to change it today cause I'm bored of the same old dull layout.. So I guess 5 is like the lucky number to this blog huh? Heehe..

All I wanna say is...
I LOVE MY NEW LAYOUT!!! :D

p/s - to all the muslim, selamat berpuasa! may your ramadhan month be a good month to all of you!

HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYONE!

First Time

2007-09-12T03:10:00.000+08:00

For the first time in my entire life, I put this kidna mood into my profile.

From freeda To freeda, "What did you just get yourself into?"

I can't stop doing this...

After this...

It has been like almost 3years I haven't really experience this kidna feeling..

How can I fall in love, again?
How could this be for real?

I don't want to get hurt by the name of love, again.
I really don't.

When S.O.S Top Up Come In Handy

2007-09-11T13:02:00.000+08:00

( Click for a larger view)

It really saved my day! With just only rm2!
RM2!

Jeans

2007-09-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

I baught a piece of jeans from a sales rack at summit when I was prolly 15 y/o but I never wore it cause I didn't like it. Its like, very small at the bottom. So it doesn't really comforting when you are wearing it cause it's jeans. If you don't know, I don't really like to wear jeans that much. My babe(s) also don't see me much wearing jeans. I just have jeans prolly around 5-6 pairs and other(s) not jeans. So yeah, I hate jeans.

Anyway, this is the jeans I'm talking about that small at the bottom.

So since I hate the bottom part, I decided to chop it off!

Tadaaa...

Introducing the new tailor......

ME!

So it fit me now! I like it..
No more small bottom..

But like I'm going to wear it je kan? hehee

Anyway, I found this jeans when I was searching and looking for my hooded sweatshirt but I jumpe this jeans insteed. I went thru all the bags and everywhere! but tak jumpe :(

Where the hell could my red sweatshirt be??

Sky

2007-09-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

This was taken on saturday somewhere around 710-740pm.

I was just sitting outside of my house because somebody is conquering the tv channel & computer got conquer by my brother and his friend.

So I sat outside with my mom while watching this not so incredible view. Lol.

The bottom pic on the right, obviously it's already dark. So, I went in and get my self a nice shower. I went jogging before that laa. Heehe.

My Babies All Grown Up

2007-09-08T14:14:00.000+08:00

Remember this post?

I was bored and got nothing else to do so I recorded this..

This is them now, after 5 months later..

They are always like this around the house.
Run from the other side to the other side of house.
They pick up things from bones to tissues and leave it at any corner of the house.
Climb up the table.
Climb up on me.
Play with legs.
Rub against my legs. Lol.

They are pretty much annoying, but fun! :)

Not Sooner Or Later

2007-09-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

I'll be leaving my hometown for awhile.
My mom and I need to getway.

Well, not me laah kan.
But, my mom. She is under alot of pressure.
She really needs that getway.

And for me pulak, I just decided to teman her.
Lgpun, I'm not doing anything..
Sooo, what the heck kan?

We already baught the tickets.
"With AirAsia, now everyone can fly" heehe
but we only baught the depart tickets.
Not really sure when I'm coming back.

The date and the location?
I'll keep you posted. Stay tune!
*Evil Laugh.. Hihihhihi

Useless

2007-09-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

This post is not offending to anyone at all. This is only from my point of view and only just to think and about. If you are one of them, I'm truly sorry, but this is just my thots.

To people who actually own a Myspace or Friendster or FaceBook and anything that involves networking profile,

have you ever post such things in your bulletins like,

"Comment my new pics." ?

or even worst,

"Check my profile and comment my new layouts."?

I really hate it when people do to me. Honestly, if I like your pics and it's brilliant, I'll comment it. If I don't, I just don't. You don't need to use force!

And plus, why do people like that do that? Why do you guys need to gather up comments?(example 1pics= You need 100+comments?) For what? Just to make people think you're freeking cool to have that many comments?

And again, truly sorry for the rudeness. Like I said, it was only from my point of view. If you enjoy posting that kidna bulletin or comment to your whole friendlist just to comment your new pics, go ahead cause I used to do that too. lol

Sometimes, when I recieved a friend request and viewed the person profile, they got like 1000+ friends in their friends list (hundreds is still okay laa but 1000+?). Do they even know half of people in their friends list? If you're an artist or a very famous people, I guess it's okay cause that's like a totally different story.

Well, I'm not going to lie but I used to have 1500+ friends in my Myspace friends list too. Haha. Waaaay back when I was like new to this stuff.

So people the moral stories is?
Crap! I have no idea

This is a videoclip I find really interesting to those who are a Myspace Freaks by C-side Feat Jazze Pha.. Heehe

Frida Movie Marathon

2007-09-04T13:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my movie mania day from morning until evening.
I don't know why, but I really feel like watching movie.

That's kidna some facts about me.
I have diff feelings.

When I wanna watch cartoon,
I'll watch cartoon the whole day.

When I wanna watch comedy,
I'll try to find any channel that's funny.

Anyway, I watched 5movies back to back yesterday!

This is the movie I watched;-

1) Evan Almighty.

●I actually watched this movie already but then my brother wanted to watch it again. From my point of view, this movie kidna bored me a lil bit. I prefer Bruce Almighty story line better than Evan Almighty. It doesn't really satisfied me that much.

2)Perfect Strangers.

●One word, best! I didn't knew it was her the whole time. So, it was very very very suprising. Opss.. Sorry for those who haven't seen the movie. Heehe! GO watch.. GO watch!!

3)28 Weeks Later.

●It's kidna suspense horror thriller kidna movie. So, each minutes was a very dup dap dup dap kidna feeling. I'm not sure if the gonna show it in Malaysia cause I watched it on dvd :) or is it have been shown here in Malaysia? Either way, I'm not sure.

4) Alot Like Love

●My all time fav romantic comedy. Watched it like a mill times and never get bored of it kinda movie for me. It's a very long story isnt it? Heehe. 7 years tu!

5)My Super Sweet 16 The Movie.

●Abit sakit hati kidna movie from the beggining until in the middle but at the end, it's all good. Watched it on MTV at 1 o'clock in the morning until 3 o'clock in the morning. Bole tak? Ya I know I'm 18, soo what? Heehe

Babe(s)

2007-09-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

I told you! I end up sitting my ass infront of the pc yesterday.. But somehow my ass didn't get the pc for the whole night cause my dad suddenly jump into the seat when I went to the ladies room. I was ~~like wtf?~~ very pissed.

Sooo, I end up chillin' with my brother zee.

My brother bought Evan Almghty dvd
and so we watched it!
Eventho the story is abit silly but it was fun.
Makes me laugh a lil bit.

Anywaay, my post today is about my friends!

My so called Babe(s)! :)

We went pymd today and had a blast!

Alot of crazy stuffs happened along the way..

Buttt, WE HAD FUN!

That's all that matter right? *wink
Heehe..

The SS.. HEehe

I LOVE YOU GUYS BABE(S)!!!

BBQ Night Part II

2007-09-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

Remember my previous post?
I'm having another BBQ for the 2nd time again yesterday?

I end up calling all of my friends to come down.
It was a very last minute thing.

But almost of 90% that I invited came!
So, I'm Kidna happy cause I get to meet all my friends, AGAIN! :D

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY!!

Later tonight, there will be another BBQ Party at the same place, same time but again different brother..Ahha!

And also the girl in the picture showing her ass to the camera (Shiela) will also be having a BBQ Party too at her house tonight.

I haven't really decide yet whether to go or not to go.

I think I'll end up sitting my ass down infront of the pc tonight cause I eat like a whole lot of food for like 2 straight days (malam pulak tu)

Food(s) = Calories.
Heloo?

BBQ Night

2007-08-31T15:36:00.000+08:00

Remember my Malaysia Truly Asia post?

It has been a month since I wrote that post and my Malaysia turned 50 today at the stroke of midnight! :)

I celebrated it with my brother's friends at Padang Asam (it's full with asam tree's that's why they called it Padang asam) which is located nearby my house. At stroke of midnight, there was a fireworks form Sunway I think..

It was fun just to have a nice peacefull bbq and not celebrate it at KLCC or dataran or whichever hot spot with all that crowded people! :)

Tonight, we will be doing the same thing at the same place and at the same time but just different brother.. Heehe

FIREWORKS! :D
(the tree's was a very annoying tree!)

Secret

2007-08-31T02:59:00.000+08:00

Right now then I just realise something.
Something that I keep it a secret for a long time now.
Something that I never told anyone in my life about this nor written any post about it.
Something will shocked you.
Something will really shocked you.
Something will really really shocked you!
(Okay I'll shut up)

I have a thing for plane.. There I said it!

Everytime I'm in a car,
everytime I'm just chilling at the park,
everytime I'm sitting infront of my house,
and if there's an airplane just right above me,

I will look at it, and all my problems seems to go far away.
I feel refreshed.
I feel happy.
And I said to myself,
"I'm the one who should be up there, I'm the one who suppose to be up there!"

If you really know what the phase means, then good!
If you don't, don't even bother to understand it.

You know what it's like when you just get bored with your life?
That is what I experiencing now.

I want to try new things.
I want to enjoy new stuffs.

I am just bored being the same old me.

The Sweetest Thing

2007-08-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You

Lolasana

2007-08-29T16:22:00.000+08:00

I decided to try this one in my room..

See? One inch off the floor taau! Muahaha

It was kidna easy because it is in a Lotus Pose.. Everyone can do this! ;)

Girl Power

2007-08-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

I was browsing thru myspace,

I bumped into a profile.

Who you asked?

She is a pilates instructor (In Cali).

fyi, I really hate pilates. heehe.

Click Here

Talking about pilates, guess who took the class?

Hilary Duff!

Look at those killer abs!!

I'm going to do pilates from now on for sure!
Muahaha!

Anyway, this is where I got my source from.
Click Here

And this is what I find very interesting along the way.

You go girl!

Meet My Fav Rapper

2007-08-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

If you don't know who the hell is this,

meet T.I. King! :)

He is one of my favorite rappers.

I don't really know why but somehow his songs really make me all fired up!

Especially his song,

What You Know & also his latest single Big ~~Shit~~ Things Poppin'.

And this is his latest single, the title is kidna screwed.

I was just listening to his tunes, so I decided to post this.

And plus he's hot!(in a gangster way) *HOP

Pain

2007-08-25T19:18:00.000+08:00

We did one pose in yoga class yesterday which is the front/foward split (not really sure what they called it in yoga words) and I failed terribly but it was fun.

But when I did the head to knee pose after the split pose, my head actually touched the knee!! Muahahaha. Without bending the legs ofcourse! :D

And again, I was stupid enough to go for Body Balance today.

My hamsting is very ~~very very very~~ painful from yesterday class and my quads is still killing me. So, when we did the warrior 2 and the sun salutation,

It was burning like ~~hell~~ crazy from my triceps to my legs.

Esok comfirm my certain body part is gonna be sore.

(Pictures are courtesy of yahoo.com)

South Park or Simpsons?

2007-08-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

Ain't she cute or what?

This is how I'll look like if I was in the South Park.

I know prolly the South Park is a little bit to old,

but still..It's cute!

Everyone seems to do their simpson look alike and put up in their profile and this is how I look like if I was in the Simpsons..

And yes, I prefer to be in the south park.
But on the second thots, I look pretty darn hot if I was in the simpsons! Hahaha

Official

2007-08-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

I was right in my previous blog.
My whole body is officially completely sore when I woke up this morning!

My sleep today wasnt really comforting.
The neighbour is doing some renovation.
So it went like..
Drilling noise, hammering noise, broken things etc.
It was very disturbing..

When will the renovation stop? :(
They said it's only for 3days and today it's the 3rd day.
I hope they'll stop tomorrow.
I need my sleeep...

Sore

2007-08-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I did Chin Lai yoga class.
Everyone knows his class is the you-will-feel-the-pain-the-next-morning class.
Stretching gila2 punya.
My tricep and my shoulder is very2 heavy this morning.
I can't barely lift my hands up.

And yet today I went to MC yoga class.
In that class I seriously feel like, nooo.. I dont wanna do yoga anymore!! It was very painful I tell youuu!!
My quads is killing me!!

They say when you do too much Yoga/Body Balance,
instead of being flexible, you'll get sore muscles

I am very sure I will experience body sore after my sleep.
Ohh help!

The Day I Really Feel Sad

2007-08-21T14:26:00.000+08:00

I recieved a message this morning from someone who I used to care alot and who I used to love. She's like my own little sister that know me very well. The connectivity between us is so real.

I messed it up everytime and I don't know why. It seems like I neglected everyone who loves me and care for me that is around me. And the same thing happen when a guy who care for me and love me, but then I neglected them. I don't know how to appriciate relationship nowdays.

I can't think.
I'm numb.

I didn't replied her text cause I don't want her to get hurt again. It seems I've been doing that to her alot. Plus she's taking spm this year. I really don't want to distract her concentration towards the exams.

If you're reading this,
all I can say is I'm sorry.

This one is for you...

A/MNTM?

2007-08-20T15:32:00.000+08:00

My previous blog I uploaded a video clip by P.Diddy feat Mario Winans, Through The Pain (She Told Me)

Those girls in his video clip is very beautiful kan?
Why can't I have those kidna body?
I would be the next ~~American~~ Malaysian Next Top Model, baby!
Is there was one.. Hahaha! Berangan je aku ni..

So I guess I'll be the only Freeda Next Top Model in my head. :)
Itu pun kire okay la kaan?

Untitled

2007-08-19T19:23:00.001+08:00

Can You Feel Me?
Can You Touch Me?
Can You Trust Me?
Can You Love Me?

Goal, baby!

2007-08-17T03:27:00.000+08:00

While I'm posting this, I'm actually waiting G&G the series to upload @ YouTube.
I didn't get to catch up @ tv because I'm just simply busy.
I'm gonna watch the 1st eps (ada 5parts tau tak!?) for the night.
So thanks YouTube!

Anyway, watching this series reminds me I was back then.
The time when futsal was the hit and everything.
The time when I tought relationship last forever.
The time my (ex)bestfren & I were tight.
The time everything was so easy.

I miss my gurlfrens. Badly!
I miss playing futsal. Badly!
I miss playing futsal with my gurlfrens. Badly!

But nevermind.

A Message

2007-08-16T18:40:00.000+08:00

I'm very disappointed with how the young malays are reacting towards the negarakuku song by namewee. Why the ill death threats? Our religion condemns violence and here you are giving death threats. It's just proving people points that we are a violent corrupted race. Think people. Don't let emotions cloud your judgment. It's stupid. All the races in malaysia is one and whole. Without each other, there will be no malaysia.

Let not one or few peoples provoking thoughts affects you.

Think.

I love Malaysia and to see it plunged into utter chaos is not what i want to experience.

I may not be able to change people's mind but at least i have let my thoughts out.

Peace.

Snacks Time

2007-08-16T13:47:00.000+08:00

●Twisties Hot Stuff

●Rota (Prawn)
●Double Decker (Cheese)
●Munchy's Wafer Bars (Strawberry Choco)
●Soya bean

●Fruit Tree Apple Aloe Vera
●Two stall burger's (Chicken & Beef)

That is what we baught for our trip to the airport.

By I mean we is, The Incredible Duo ofcourse! Yes, Cramer & I.

We were crusin' all the way because we left earlier than we should.

But still, we reached there @ 1245am.

Mama flight arrived @ 130am.

We reached home @ 3am.

Mama braught alot of food from there.

From fresh to raw.

From hard to soft.

From liquid to squash.

From familiar to unfamiliar.

So yeah, there was alot of unfamiliar things.

And we makan @ 3am in the morning until our stomach burst.

But it's all gooood because all the food was DELICIOUS!

Hoo-rey!

2007-08-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

I feel much better now.
Eventho not completely 100% okay, but I feel sooo much better.

You don't know how I feel now. It's like WOOHOOO!
It's like winning a go-kart race,
It's like when arsenal scores a goal,
It's like when u got a happy meal @ McD when u're a little kid,
It's like....Okay, I proof my point right?
Do you need moore? I don't think so. So yeaah!

All I wanna say is,
I FEEL GOOOOOOOOD!

I'll be on the net until the crack of dawn playing pool @ yahoo.
I sound so lame but I'm bored, I'm not sleepy and
none of my frens are online.
So, I'll be on the "By Myself" room :(

Oih!

2007-08-13T10:38:00.001+08:00

Right after I wrote my previous post, I puke. :(
I met my doc today & tadaaaa,

Medication yg sgt byk!

I feel much better now.
I haven't eaten anything since yesterday.

The doctor said,
NO dairy product,
NO fried food,
NO heavy food,
Until I'm 100% okay.

Feeling Unwell

2007-08-12T18:10:00.000+08:00

Wake up @ 1pm.
Fell teribly sick.
Can't barely walk by myself.
So I was on my bed until 5pm.

I ate my medication with an empty stomach.
I knoow, that's bad.
I can't eat anything cause I feel like throw it all out.
And @ this time being, I want to lay down on my bed.

My body is completely sore cause I think I did Body Balance and Yoga too much.
So yeah! That is kidna bad.

So, take care everyone!

DanceLife vs Rexona

2007-08-11T21:34:00.001+08:00

Anyone have any clue?
Okay, it's about dancing.
Ofcourse lah about dancing kan?
Title pun dah dancelife. Hahaha
~~Silly me.~~

I got back home from BodyBalance @ 5pm today.
And spend the rest of my entire time @ the house.

Around 6pm they showed DanceLife @ Mtv and,
Rexona No-Sweat Dance Challege @ tv3.

Take a guess which one did I decided to watch?

DanceLife? Nolaaah.

Rexona? Nolaaah.

Both? Yeslaaah!

I switched the channel aloot!
If DanceLife was on commercials,
I switched to Rexona.
If Rexona was on commercials,
I switched to DanceLife.

It goes on for 30minutes.
Not bad lah kan?
It was like 30minutes jeee.

Anywaaay, in DanceLife,
I really like this girl name jersey!
~~I sounded so gay kejap~~

Sempat jugak rakam time die solo dance at the end of the story! :p

Anyway, yeah. I love her.
Oh yeah and,
Did I told ya that I've watched this eps of DanceLife before? :p
It was like months ago @ Mtv jugak. Hehehehe.

Rexona pulak, nothing interesting lah.
Too many hiphop dance groups nowdays.

And this is the host,
Huney Madu & I forgot the dude's name.

Overall, I prefer to watch DanceLife.
Next Week ade Nelly Furtado,
Can't afford to miss that one! :D
No offense to Rexona No-Sweat Dance Challege show ofcourse.

Gone For A Week

2007-08-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

Mama was safelty sent to the airport by the incredible duo, which is me and my brother. Hehehe.