Life Lesson - are u going to finish strong?

"i will try 100 times to get up n if i fail 100 times, if i fail n i give up, do u think that i'm able to get up? no. but if i fail, i'll try again n again n again but i just want u to know it's not the end. it matters how u gonna finish, are u gonna finish strong?"

Work starts tmrw!

it's a new day, new week, fresh, new goal =)

Advise from Ms Ummi Kalthum

"So i do believe now gurl, that god will only test u n give u cabaran yang Dia tahu u boleh tanggung.. Dia bagi u cabaran coz His eyes r on you, not anyone else yang Dia tak peduli.. Dia bagi u cabaran sbb nak tgk, kuat tak..u minta tolong Dia tak, u ingat Dia tak, u ikut kata Dia or tak.. Dia kata work hard to improve yr own star.. if u do, u ikut kata Dia, u redha dgn the fact that no pain no gain.. Allah will give u present that u wish for, sometimes even bigger.

Its not up to us to ask when, but its up to us to play out part which is to make use the best of what we have. If we want more, work towards it dgn jln betul.. itu janji tuhan, so bila dah tahu that fact, dont fight the system! if u fight the system, meaning kita yang gila, sbb allah dah janji certain rule, if u disobey it will never work! so dont we be stupid enuff to listen to the devil wen devil says, alah relax lah, mana tahu nanti ada miracle ker? dont listen to that devil in yr heart. use yr head be rasional, pahit or malas cam na pun - telan! sbb tuhan dah janji, wen u do yr part, it will work! "

i still kept her e-mails that was sent to me 2 years ago. whenever i feel down, whenever i feel alot of pressure, alot of problem, i'll read thru her e-mails. she is one of my lecturer that really inspire me n really help me alot just by words. thanks ms ummi. :)

stress terlampau!

stress terlampau! hanya lagu2 dpt menenangkn jiwa ini.

RUN!

hari-hari makin tension. i wish i can go back to my old life. time kecik-kecik. x payah susah payah fikir psl bende lain kecuali, makan, tgk tv N tdo. mmg confirm x ade pape masalah.

sometimes, i feel good running. that's the only way i can feel the nature N come back to my senses N actually feel good about myself. all the positive thinking is around me, the good aura N the good vibe, and just having the freedom to run as fast as u can.

to release tension from works, studies or life, i suggest ppl around the world to get out there N run N feel heathty. u'll feel the greatness from there. from running.

When I'm bored...

pd hari raya ke-dua yg membosankan, inilah yg saya buat.....

disbbkan malas nk buat puzzle yg saya beli 1 tahun lepas, akibat nya? saya tampal puzzle yg tidak bule lg disusun ke dinding bilik saya. :)

bunga yang budak tadika pun bule lukis. :)

tgk! ade nama saya... :)

kesimpulan, buat lah sesuatu untk entertain diri anda pabila anda bosan.

She's great.

whenever i feel stress, whenever i feel i want to give up hope in life, i'll listen to her music.

especially the song call Sayang N Strong Again. that one is the best.

here is like a music box, u should try to listen to her music. :)

she is the great, Mia Palencia.

Tiada Motif

went for a job hunting on the internet just now, none of em is good. so i filled up an application for PJJ (pendidikan jarak jauh) at uitm. intake this dec 09. not sure if im ready or not. first choice public administration and second business studies. after filling up the form, later i realise that we have to send the application by post. haih, -.-"

mcm malas nk send by post. knp la menyusahkan org je utk send via post? knp x buat online application? -.-"

ade x tmpt lain utk buat PJJ?

hmm, dah tua baru nk sambung studi. zzzzzz.

life pd 20 tahun, busy dgn kerja. life pd 20 tahun, stress ttg masa dpn. life pd 20 tahun, mcm life 25 tahun!

Selamat Hari Raya

bulan ramadhan berlalu, tiba masa utk bulan syawal.

utk semua yang menyambut perayaan setahun hanya sekali ini, saya mengucapkan..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!

7:40AM

masih lg menonton blogger boy @ 8tv.com.my.

dari eps 9 - 13 :)

Hari Terakhir.

missing ramadhan already.

Seronok.

best gile bile dpt cuti seminggu. dpt lepak kat rumah x yah fikir psl keje. cayalah.

kawan upload old picture time kat sekolah dulu dlm facebook. suddenly rindu sgt.

tommorow last day utk berpuasa,

Selamat Hari Raya kawan-kawan.

Blogger Boy

I'm officially into Blogger Boy @ 8tv.com.my. (",)

I know, cite tu dah lame gila tayang di 8tv buttt, x de mase nk tgk. So dat's y 8tv buat Catch Up tv. Thanks 8tv! Heehhee..

Now, since dah bule tgk kat bilik, apaaa lagiiii.. q= D

Tapi kelemahan dia, streaming sgt lambat. :(

I mcm bole buffer, then gi lepak kat bawah tgk tv lagie..

Tolooonnggggg :( :(

Kedai Kopi.

"Masing-masing ada masalah sendiri,

Masalah dunia masalah peribadi,

Luahkan jangan simpan dalam hati,

Boleh cerita di kedai kopi."

Malique feat Salam, Cerita Kedai Kopi.

There's too many problem in my life rite now and I don't tend to find more. Lagi2 kedai kopi pun takdak. :(

I'm just gonna keep it like Bob Marley style,

"Don't worry about a thing,

'Cause every little thing gonna be all right"

Uncertain Part 2.

1) Baru balik dari Interview.

2) Lampu masih belum di baiki.

3) Orang yang datang untuk Interview sangat hebat-hebat. (Majority semua ada Diploma, yang tengah buat Part-time Degree pun ada)

4) Saya orang paling muda. (Tak tau la ini good thing or bad thing)

5) Dua orang yang Interview saya tu, mereka akan btau jawapan dalam masa 1 bulan.

6) Saya takut, saya masih terfikir apa jawapan mereka dan apa mereka fikir pasal saya.

Semua bende tu tak tau lagi kesudahan dia. :(

Pasal lampu tu, nanti la saya buat. :(

Uncertain.

UNCERTAIN.

Life is very uncertain.

Like, your room light died on u bcos the fuse broke.

Like, you got a brand new laptop. :) and,

Like, you got a call for an interview from a big company.

Well yes, my room is dark, and im typing from a very dark room. The only light can help me is from the outside light. Which, still, i cannot see the key on my brand new laptop. :)

FaridaNadzira new PET :) 9th September 2009 my baby was born. :) (09.09.09)

And on last monday, while I'm at my fren's house, I received a phone call from a KL number. When I picked it up, it was from TM. They asked me to go for an interview at Shah Alam. Tmrw, 10th September 2009 @ 9am I'm going for an interview. Please pray for me you guys. :)

Life can be uncertain. If you really want something. Keep on going, keep on working hard until you archive what you want. Nobody will ask you to stop going unless you want to stop it your self.

Anyway, my room is still dark, and I need to fix dat. Which I will do it tmrw. Hehe q= D

Writing from a phone.

Tonite, i feel like writing from my phone. There's nothin to talk about actually. Im having a major problem, which is work dat i dont really know how to describe. But anyhow, this raya, saya cuti satu minggu. Haha! One week, bole berehat dgn ketupat, lemang, rendang, kuah kacang. Mmmm, tak sabar la. Hehe. But what im excited is, raya with my family, n with my new born baby boy haris. Mama cakap nak buat die baju melayu. Mesti comel! (",) haish, raya lambat lagi, tapi da cakap pasal raya. Hehe. Tak logic betul. Anyway, today post pun same macam previous post. Tak ada motif. Im off to sleep. Good nite semua.

Kadang-Kadang.

Sometime, pernah tak korang rasa macam nak duduk rumah all-day-long?

Macam, tak perlu buat pape. Bangun tidur, tengok tv, makan, tengok tv pastu tidur. Oh, best nye.

I'm 20 y/o. Not studying, but working. Kadang-kadang, korang akan rasa macam beban bila dah pergi ke alam kerja. Duit kene pandai-pandai bajet. Time kene pandai-pandai adjust untuk family & couple korang.

Sekarang pasal kerja pun, rase macam dah penat nak kerja. Macam nak resign pun ada. Tapi mama cakap, "Kerja je. Bukan nye buat pape pun kalau duduk rumah. Bosan je. Lagipun adik muda lagi." Bila mama cakap macam tu, kadang-kadang vibe perasaan malas nak kerja hilang.

Kadang-kadang bile kawan-kawan couple saya tanya, "Kau buat apa?". Aku rasa segan nak cakap aku berkerja. Cause of my young age, sepatutnya saya belajar bukan kerja. Tapi nak buat macam mane? Otak tak pandai. Jadi kerja je la yang bole saya buat.

Right after habis SPM on year 2006. Aku chill lebih, masuk college, drop out, pastu chill lebih lagi. Aisehmen, best nye kalau bole buat mcm tu lagi. Pastu, my mum suruh pegi interview kat satu office ni. Dapat kerja dekat sane. Roughly time tu year 2008. Ever since, my life is about work. Work, work, work.

Actually, kerja ni best. Dapat duit, bole spend untuk diri sendiri. Tapi kalau fikir balik nak study, macam rase da malas. Sebab nanti tak ada sape nak bagi duit. Bulan-bulan, barang yang kita nak beli pun tak dapat kalau kita tak kerja. Tapi sape yang tengah study tu, jangan bazir peluang tu. Study tu lebih elok untuk masa depan yang cerah.

Kadang-kadang aku terasa jugak nak sambung study sebab macam rasa dah malas nak keje. Tapi, aku rase otak aku dah tak bole nak study. Mesti otak lembab nak pick up. Asgnmt lagi. adoyyyy, tak ke menyusahkan diri tu. Lagi-lagi umur dah 20. Hmmm, macam dah tua sgt je. Kawan-kawan batch aku time kat MIIM dulu semua dah nak habis buat diploma. Takkan aku baru terhegeh-hegeh nak buat diploma? Haish. Tak tau la.

Life is full of question. Dan Post ini sangat tak ada motif.

Okeh, Sekian.