Bumpie Dumpie Hard Disk

Are you sad and also pissed?
Yes!

Why is that?
I don't have the old hard disk drive from our old computer in our new computer yet because we haven't baught the external (we can't just slip it thru into the new computer cause it's not do-able). My old picture's are in there and I can't view them.

And?
Oh and our songs collections from abba to beyonce (from old to new, bad example, i know) is in that drive and there's alot of multi multi important stuff is in it.

Is there anymore to it you wanna add?
Yes! I really miss listening to some of the old tracks and also I want to view my old picture's with my babes.

Last word(s)?
Aiyoooohhhh!

p/s- ezzaaaah! you actually read my blog? hahaha, I just read your comment post yang dah ber'ages ago, today! lol. anyway, if you read this, apa lagiee? jom la join buat blog! heehhehe

Temptation

I chow-down this mac n cheese at Kenny's parade for lunch.

Dlm kete iye2 nak order salad dkat Nandos,

But when my mom and I went there,

It was PACKED!

We went to Kenny's instead :D

Sooo mengemukkaaan maaan!

I was craving for mac n cheese like a week ago yknoow.

Heel Cramps

While I was doing this,

I got a cramp firstly on my outer thigh,
and my heel got cramp too.
Laugh all you want!

This look easy, but it ain't easy as it looks.


We had a partner to do warrior 3 position. She/he have to hold our hands and guide us to lower down our hips to make it downward & pull the legs up to make it straight like in the picture.

And apparently I dont know why but I end up tergolek on the floor cause of the cramps. Haaa, malu nyee. :- I tried to get up and stand properly two times but I failed and tergolek2 more. I was seriously un-balanced then the instructor helped me out to stretch the my leg. Oihh sakit taaau!

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Emails from her make me look life in another whole different perspective. I'm glad that I didn't hesitate to email her.

I miss jean yoga class.
Why can't she be in consplant on the evening?
Sighhh.

Wanted to go to summit for her class today but it was raining heavily at subang and plus my brother was late. Double BIG sigghhh.

I did RPM with Ping instead since I wont be able to make it in time for jean yoga class.

Tomorrow, Body Balance & Yoga here I come. Hahaha, mcm la aku nie flexible sgt. Hope to be soon :)

I will be straight off to bed, Im tired as fuck hell.

I think I had Enough For The Day

I recieved an email from my ex lecturer today and that is when my heart actually stop beating.

I asked her for advise like a week ago, and
I thought she wouldn't reply,
but she did!

Sorry, can't show you guy the report.
I want to, but it's personal.

I was numb while reading her email.
Really, really numb.

All I want to say is, I'm really thankful.
All the words she put up and sum up in the email,
is...

priceless!

Whaat a daay! I had enough of it for the day.
A hectic and probably the most emotional day ever in my life.

Traffic Oh Traffic.

Wanted to attend Body Jam class at Summit around 635pm. But end up being in the traffic jam at Shah Alam.

Okk, there is noo waay I will be be able to make it at the 635pm class. So, fine la kaan. There's another class at 650pm at Consplant. Body Balance that is. I still stuck in the traffic jam! Fucking traffic jam. Can my day be any worst?

Can it be any worst u asked?

The answer is yes, it get worst.

I was a little bit happy because there's an RPM class around 740pm, but by the time I reached home..It was already 730pm! Hadoiiii.

Just to release the moody mood, decided to follow my brother to Shah Alam seksyen 27 kot to fetch my daddy.

Yes, we went crazy in the car. Dancing, laughing & singing. Hahaha. Yea, I had fun.

By the time we reached home, my brother pula call us to fetch him at the gym. (The timming was so great!)

I run up & downstairs to find my gym cloths. And we immediately hit the road cause I want to make it at 845pm class

And reached there at 835pm. Ohhh, happy nyee!! Hehehehe.

My Top Class To Go

1. Yoga
2. Body Balance
3. Cardio Dance
4. Body Jam

I used to love Body Pump and Body Step back then, but somehow I tend to love those four even more after awhile.

Today Is The Day I feel Alot Of Emotions

clueless, tired, sore, headace, confused, angry, damn, embarrassed, worried, stressed, frustrated, blank, mad, hopeful and eveything that involves non-happy emotions.

Can I feel any worst?

My dad is mad as crazy at me putting so much hope in me to atleast get a diploma in whichever course that I like. Like I told so in my previous blog Click Here .

I am sad, I let my dad down on some certain things,

I am clueless cause I still don't know what to do in life,

I am tired thinking of alot of stuff,

I am still sore from the yoga class last 2days and yesterday class,

I got a headche cause I don't eat any proper meal nowdays,

I am confused what to do in life,

I am angry at myself cause I still haven't made up my mind yet,

I am damned cause I feel like it,

I am embarrassed towards my friends cause they have started their college life. (I've started mine too, but apparently I dropped out after 3weeks) And they started asking me like, "awak study dekat mane? and another even worst question is "takkan tak sambung study kot?" you just dont know what I've been thru,

I am worried cause I'm afraid I won't do well in the future,

I am stressed cause I can't let it out to anyone and I don't wanna, seems they can't understand me and I can only let it out into this blog, thanks blogger.com,

I am frustrated cause I feel like it,

I am blank cause I can't think anymore. My brain is exploading numb,

I am still mad at myself cause posting such post in my blogger, and

I really hope there is solution and I'll try hard to figure it out.

I truly feel like SHIT!

Yoga

My upper and lower back is completely sore. I did yoga and my mind was totally off (what I meant by off is, I don't think about anything except for the movement that I am about to make, well yeah, something like that laa..hehehe) in the class and wanted to challenge myself and yes my whole body actually got stretched reaal good. Every bit of it, is a taste like heaven. Hahaha. Tak sesuai lgsung ayat tu.

Anyway, the reason why I join yoga this past few months is because I want to have a good posture. I really have a bad, very bad posture. And I want to be flexible! Hehehe. Ok maybe that is slightly impossible because to be flexible u got to start at a younger age kan? Eh, ye ke? Hehehe. Well, that is my opinion la kan. Hmm, and I strongly think I can be flexible, but it will takes time and more yoga classes. Siggghh.


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Dance. Dance

This kid got talent! She's awsome. The chero was fast, even I cant really catch the moves.

Blooooogin'

Well, ever since I write this blog..I don't really know who reads it! Ahha! q= D all I can know is visited by "how many ppls"..Other than that, oh hell naw baby! I don't know who reads my blog..Anyhow, thanks! Kudos to you guys who actually spend time reading my blog! :D *Clap *Clap..

I am currently listening to Safari Duo Clark Anderson - Rise (Leave Me Alone)..Good stuff! But I do not have any anger like that now..Hehehe! Basiclly my love life sucks at the momment, but i don't really give damn though..Muahaha *Evil grins

Ouh yeah, have u guys heard the latest song by Ne-Yo? It's called "Do You"..It's a very relexing song! Go..Go! Download it! Even better buy his album! All of his song is awsome! Seriously! (",)


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Yeaaah, I am mostly into r&b songs, soul too! Ouh, and hiphop..Hiphop! Can't forget that..But anything with flava, i'll totally dig it! I can go on and on and on with this! Haha! q= D But I'm going to have warm, warm bath..Ahhh, how more relexing could it be ey? *grins

Blue skies, White clouds

I am still thinking hard what to do in life..It would be really nice if someones jump infront of me and offer me a mills dolar or maybe just a job that involve doing things that I like! But that is just bullshit..*Current mood - frust & clueless.


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I was sitting in my room and looking outside the window, the sky was blue and the clouds were amazingly beautiful. I reached at that point where I was completely numb to think about anything.

My heart was touched and wanted to listen to something. I dig up my old cd's collection and usher, burn was the first one on my playlist. The song reminds me of everything I used to be back then. Not lyricly but I was just reminiscing the old times I had when I was young..Fun times, sad times even crazy times. But lyricly, I remember to the one I first fell in love with. How sweet when I was back then :) it's good to remember about this things sometimes.

I know...You must be thinking I'm so mushy and stuff but sometimes we all want the feeling to be loved again. Right? To love someone and to be loved by someone. I need that now..(",)


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Dip it baby

Today is officially the 4th day (back to back) I ate pizza hut latest item which is, Dip-Licious. What a name eh? Well, eventually I gain 2kg and hell yes I was mad as fuck when I recieved the paper that got printed out from the machine! Hadoiii..(Note to myself, cheese = bad)

I wanted to do yoga today before I came to FF but then after I found out I gain 2kg, I immediately change my mind and decided to do Body Step..The tracks that brian choose wasnt really familiar to me because it was an old release and hell yes it was a very long journey!

I did cardio dance done by coery..I was in love with her dance routine since she first came into FF consplant and i really love the selection of songs that she picked! Well, I guess today is the last day she will be teaching us in consplant because usually her class would be on thursday but that class already handed back to jimmy and today was only a replaced class to Body Jam..Anyhow I did enjoyed the chero for today but the studio was too small! I actually hit another person and another person, people step on my shoe, I eventually step on them, it was packed! Mcm ikan sardin pun ada..I almost wanted to step out from the class but I was like ahh what the heck? I was to damn lazy to do cardio anyways..

So after the classes went downstairs and complaining about my weight problem to sue..But then again, after the talked..We had dinner at pizza hut! Hahaha..God! Im worried about my weight and I am still eating cheese..I will promise not to eat cheese again within this few months! Ahhh! Helpp

Current Mood - Sad

I feel sad today and I feel like running as fast as I could. So I did run (Top speed baby!) but after I did Yoga and Body Jam. Went 12.0 on the treadmill. It was crazy and hilarious because I was watching trl performance by Lil Mama, Lip Gloss. I apparently sang to that song. Hahaha. I love that song btw. Thru out the whole running, I felt free. Never felt this free before

Yoga was pain, as usual..Since Im not that flexible and all. So, yeah! It was a pain but I would like to get my body more flexible that is why I started joining Yoga. Hehehhee! I was totally not in the right vibe today, so Yoga is the only way to distract it because like I told you, Yoga is pain..Pain kidna distract me actually

Body Jam? Hah! I don't even have the mood to dance. Eventho I knew the step to that release, I dance badly. The whole step was messed up. I've been thinking alot about my studies. I still don't really know what to do :(

Show Me Some Guideline

Well, there is alot of things happened while my computer was out & I can't get on the net. Hmm, I dropped out of college. That is the most cruel decision I had to make. It is just not right. To tell you guys the truth, I have no interest in studying. Probably you might be thinking how stupid I sound right now but that's the truth. The only person who know about my situation right now is Iera, my brother's gf and Sarah, my girl who had been there for me in any kind of situationss. My father is really hoping me to atleast get a Diploma. I don't know if i can manage to do that. I've been crying alot while I was back in college. I had to make a decision whether I want to future my studies or not in 2months cause the segi college next intake will be in sept. Sigh.. :(

Tadaa! I'm back..

Sorry for not telling you guys, but my pc died on me..Sigh! So, now our new born baby pc is on the go. ;-)